Monday, October 30, 2017

My trip to Israel: Jerusalem and Bethlehem

We spent the first day in transit as it was a very long flight with a layover in Kiev. Once we arrived in Tel Aviv we transferred into a van and headed straight for Jerusalem. By the time they got our hostel dorm room sorted out we were ready for a quick exploration of the city and a beer. Jerusalem was empty and beautiful by night, however many of the market stalls were still open, and we we soon discovered we located right in the center of the city.


Our second day (Monday) we had a tour in the South part of the country. Our first stop was in the Judaean desert. We saw Jericho from a far and I spent the rest of my day with the children's song about this city stuck in my head. We also saw the mountain where Jesus was tempted by Satan. This was followed by a quick visit to the site where Jesus was baptized.

Once we were done with these historical sites it was time for a longer walk. In Ein Gedi (where David hid from King Saul) we were able to hike, and roam around for a short while. There were gorgeous views of the Dead Sea.


The next views came in Masada, where King Herod built his castle. This is also the famous site where the Jews rebelled against the Romans. Of course their rebellion consisted of killing themselves, but it is still an important historical site.


After looking at far too many rocks it was time to head to the Dead Sea to float and rub ourselves in mud. This was an excellent way to relax at the end of the day, but was not complete without having a beer at the lowest geographical point on earth.



On the way back we were told their were some protests going on in the city so the roads were all closed. The only way to get back was to walk through the crowds, which consisted of a certain sect of Jews who are paid by the government to study religion. However this is not enough for them. They also want to be given the right to skip the mandatory service in the army. It was a little unnerving as we walked through the crowds of chanting men.

Tuesday was our tour around Jerusalem and Bethlehem. I won't say much about it because mostly it was just a lot of crowds. We started out viewing over the whole city in order to see all the famous places such as the Tower of Ascension, the place where Jesus wept, the place where he was crucified, and the place where he rose again. Our guide also pointed out the interesting points of the current religious and political situation.

We then progressed through Jerusalem to the church that was built on top of where Jesus was crucified. I touched the stone he was washed on. I was also shoved up a set of stairs by a crowd to see both the catholic and orthodox alters that were build for him. Next we walked along the Via Delroso stopping at the stations of the cross, before we reached the Wailing Wall. The things that interested me the most was that along the way, in the Christian quarter of the city I saw several stalls selling plastic guns, which was totally appalling to me. I wrote my prayer on a slip of paper and placed it within the wall.



After a quick lunch we got back on the bus to head to Bethlehem. The best part of the whole day was passing the West Wall and looking at all the graffiti along it. Once in Bethlehem we had to switch guides and drivers and I was lucky enough to be placed in the front seat right next to the driver, which allowed me a better view. Bethlehem isn't even worth discussing. 3 hours line to see the place Jesus was born *eyeroll* so we skipped it and headed instead to the churches that were built next to it.




The other very impressive thing about Bethlehem is how insanely attractive the men are. I caught myself sending flirtatious smiles in countless directions, especially to those who were in uniform. While leaving Palestine I was asked by our tour guide "Hey America! Want to take a Palestinian guard home with you? He's looking for a wife." It was a good thing I couldn't see him.

We stopped after the boarder and I ran into a shop to get some snacks for the ride to Tel Aviv.

Saturday, October 21, 2017

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11/8/17
I'm worried that I don't like anything about Kazakhstan except for the mountains. :(

17/8/17
The Balkans will always and forever by my first genuine, real love. I gave it exactly who I was and I loved it for what it was right back.

19/8/17
I can make anywhere a home. It's being happy there that is the difficult bit.

20/8/17
What the hell am I doing?

24/8/17
Moving to a new country is a lot like going on a giant scavenger hunt. I had a dream last night that I was looking at rows and rows of teachers resources, and then I suddenly remembered my desperate need for coconut oil and chia seed.

27/8/17
I just finished a mental breakdown of epic proportions, I am currently mourning the loss of a life I loved and desperately clinging to the hope that I will be able to build another one. I'm not alone, but I'm still lonely as fuck.
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I wish I was half as sure of anything in life as I am about you.

30/8/17
A guy tried to pass me a beer up from his car window to my bus window. It had me howling with laughter though I couldn't understand what he was saying. I must learn the language.
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I simply love the ease of music on the highway as the wheels spin round and the sun is setting. There is something in the calmness it brings in the face of the chaos of a new adventure, and new experiences.

10/9/17
Am I forcing myself to be sad because one part of my life isn't the way I want it to be? Time to change my attitude.

16/9/17
I keep feeling like I want to sob for no good reason. I want to spend my day in bed sleeping for 10 hours, but I sit by and let myself sink into a hole. Up and at em'.

17/9/17
Yep. I'm starting to fall in love finally.

19/9/17
And then you message me and I smile and wonder why the hell I'm heading to a date with some other guy on a Tuesday night.

23/9/17
I know that it is probably nothing. But the fact that it might possibly be something, is everything right now.

3/10/17
I figured out why I'm scared of dating. Its not that I might end up with a broken heart, its that I've been so good at being by myself. Though I want to be with someone, and believe I'm ready to share life, I also am scared I will be awful at not being selfish.

5/10/17
And somewhere along the way I need to thank you for the decisions you forced me to make. Though I was broken for some time I am the strong, confident woman I am because of all the times I wasn't.

13/10/17
There is a big difference between wanting to be someone's girl and wanting a man to be yours.

14/10/17
I'm feeling that all too familiar feeling of wanting to lay in bed and let my life pass away. I need get to the mountains ASAP. Or better yet, on a holiday.
18/10/17
I forgot how much walking can act as a trip to the therapist for me. As I look around me and wander down the road to meet my friends, I remember my typical long evening walks along the bay in Montenegro, and I miss them. But then I smile. A real smile. Not just a happy smile, but a "I am so content with the way life is going smile." I hope this feeling sticks around for awhile. 

20/10/17
A current common theme in my life right now is light and the way it shines. Whether it is the realizations I have while lying in the Saturday afternoon sun sprawled out on my floor grading papers, the feeling of sunlight on my face as I run, the way the sun makes the red on the trees pop, or the songs that seem to be about using light to get rid of darkness.  Shine on!