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29/10/18

How to start applying for jobs:1. Do an hour and a half long workout2. Cook Dinner3. Eat Dinner4. Clean the whole house5. Sit down and think about applying for jobs6. Plant face in palm7. Remember why you are doing this and then finally open up your old resume for updates.8. Go grab a beer from the fridge9. Question every single choice of your entire life.10. Still working on it....

6/11/18

I'm totally still learning about who I am. I never would have pictured describing myself as loyal.

10/11/18 I am struggling so much with job applications right now. I can't tell if it is because I love Kazakhstan so much that I don't want to leave, or maybe I just don't want to move to the Middle East. Or maybe by knowing my destination I've taken the fun out of researching life in different places. Or, perhaps, I'm just so burnt out by my current teaching situation that I cannot imagine ever wanting to put myself in it again. So I'm stressed by having the obligation to choose a good school this time around. Either way, I suppose it has to get done, so get done it will.

22/11/18

Thanksgiving is the most difficult day to be away from home. Every. Damn. Year. 28/11/18I need a weekend in the mountains, but also I so clearly need to be at home just getting stuff done. Breathe deep and feel the life running through this stress.

29/11/18

I've made good choices and bad choices, and I'm happy to say that Kazakhstan was a good choice. Starting to feel like I'm going to lose every single part of me in this process. 

6/12/18

We are miles from where we were last year even though we are both sitting in the same spot. Miles closer, but still so far to go.

9/12/18

I'm feeling incredibly anxious and stressed about the next few weeks of my life. Waiting to reach a breaking point. Where are my mental breakdowns?

14/12/18

Contract signed, loans paid in full, and time for 3 new countries! A very Merry Christmas to all!